I've always tried to follow the most optimistic path... some of it is my own belief in how I want to be a fan but a lot of is to give voice to counter all the doom and gloom that seems to boil over after each lost both in the reality and especially digitally.
.Net gets insane some times.
Yet, after the Superbowl win and some recent realizations... I have tempered expectations... I no longer feel like a volcano ready to erupt in desperation... I just don't care about a repeat performance run to another Lombardi.
Sure, as a fan its what I'm rooting for but the absolute need for it is no longer as crucial as it was.
Honestly, I just care about growth, we all have expectations and we've now accustomed ourselves into a certain entitled persona of having to be the best of the best and the most dominant franchise in the NFL.
But for me, each failure, each loss is just another opportunity for the team to grow, to learn, to come together and survive the impossible.
Sure its sexy being top dog, being #1, King of the Hill.
But it's a much better story being the underdog and taking it from the best. And that's what's teams are doing to us in Week 6. However, come week 17 and the Seahawks are the 6th seed with a 10-6 record... I'm still going to be at the edge of my seat and believe that this team is still good enough if it was the #1 seed with a 15-1 record.
And losses like this are hard to swallow because the seed of doubt it plants into the frame of our minds that this team.just isn't good enough.
But I can't help to love it, there is nothing better in life, then being told you aren't good enough, and the overcoming that doubt through adversity.
So, team going forward the focus isn't on what is wrong, who is the the weakest link, and going full OCD on every little failure.
No, my focus is simple... can this team overcome these challenges as a group and band together by season's end.
For me, I'm past the winning or losing part in a sense (for me as long as we get a post-season berth I'm content), I just want to see a good scrappy fight. I want to see the blood, sweat, and tears with players checking their egos into their lockers and wearing their heart on their sleeves and just play loose and have fun.