I was able to drop tobacco and hard alcohol cold turkey after 17+ years of both, never looking back. This place, not so much.
Thing is, this is a healthy addiction. (Mostly.)
I credit this message board with teaching me more about the game and the Seahawks specifically. In fact, I was going to make a new thread saying so before the TNF game but I was too busy. I wanted to say that the entire range of emotions and input of this community (from the frustrated venting to the big picture rationalism and everything in between) really helped something 'click' for me. Specifically, I was dealing with the emotional weight usually associated with a loss even after we won (Titans game).
I watch every press conference and interview with PC, RW, RS, etc., so it's nothing new. They say it over and over. It's been staring me in the face ever since Pete got here, and it slapped me upside the head when Russell took over the Bears game last year. I should never doubt this team and never forget that we will win many, many games in the 4th quarter. But, as much as I thought I was above it, the offseason furor and buildup of hype got to me. I had developed subconscious expectations that our team was going to show up this season looking like the Patriots of the early 2000's or the Niners of the '80s. I had subconsciously replaced the identity of our current Seahawks with a completely different, vaguely nostalgic, cookie-cutter "championship team" identity. Typing that out it sounds ludicrous.
But it was only with the help of .NET that I reflected on my own anxiety and remembered to have a great time with this season. "Every week is a championship week" is a FUN thing, not a STRESSFUL thing. We are a grind-it-out, play fast, play smart, wear-them-down, make-the-big-play football team. I knew it last year, but recently I forgot. That mental lapse led to way too many game-watching freak-outs. And not the good kind.
So I keep coming back here (never really leave), I can't stay away, but it's because of all of you. Just like at the stadium on game day, we are greater than a sum of individuals. I'm addicted to The 12th Man's synergy and ultimate use of power for good.
I want to specifically give thanks to Ad Hawk and Aros, whose insights and levelheadedness really rang true recently. All of you contributed, I can't name everyone, but Scottemojo, Dr. Diags, Hawkscanner, FlyingGreg, and Kearly have also been reliably solid. Tical gets a big shout out for the defensive X's and O's he's brought to the board. All you guys, and so many more I can't name off the top of my head, make us smarter and inspire us to be better fans. Even the ones who just vented their frustrations helped me identify the source of my own. I covet the discussion and marketplace of ideas that is .NET!
We are 12! We are doing it better than it's ever been done! We are proud, and deservedly so.
Addicted? Yes, also that.
Pumped & Jacked,
HATC