Nice account of what happened.
I am seriously pissed at you for being able to be calm though. I have been calm all year, I knew this team was good and they would take care of business, even the SF game was easy for me. This is the first time it got to me. I had every bit of the confidence I had before, but I felt physically sick until there was only about 4 minutes remaining.
I was at our best friend's house for a party, about 50 people. I went into the bedroom and watched the entire game by myself. Everyone was eating and drinking before the game, at halftime, during the game etc. I couldn't do it. With about 4 minutes left I finally made a plate, gobbled it down, and couldn't take the smile from my face. One of the guys there said something to me about that, that the shit eating grin was on my face for as long as he had seen me, it was then about 30 minutes after the game had ended. It is still there several hours later.
I wanted this so bad it literally made me sick. Worth every minute!
I am seriously pissed at you for being able to be calm though. I have been calm all year, I knew this team was good and they would take care of business, even the SF game was easy for me. This is the first time it got to me. I had every bit of the confidence I had before, but I felt physically sick until there was only about 4 minutes remaining.
I was at our best friend's house for a party, about 50 people. I went into the bedroom and watched the entire game by myself. Everyone was eating and drinking before the game, at halftime, during the game etc. I couldn't do it. With about 4 minutes left I finally made a plate, gobbled it down, and couldn't take the smile from my face. One of the guys there said something to me about that, that the shit eating grin was on my face for as long as he had seen me, it was then about 30 minutes after the game had ended. It is still there several hours later.
I wanted this so bad it literally made me sick. Worth every minute!