Am I the only one with this absolute profound state of calm, including today? Ever since we beat the 49ers I feel like I have been lying in bed smoking that symbolic cigarette. Nothing has gotten me fired up, angry, nervous, anxious. None of the SBXLVIII coverage, none of the talk shows, mediots...Even today, on the very day of our second Super Bowl in team history, I type before you absolutely calm and relaxed.
I've been wondering about it the past two weeks. I think part of the reason is because I spent so much energy, so much emotional energy on that NFCCG with the 49ers, the victory just seemed to put me in this perpetual state of bliss and calm. I also think part of the reason is because I have a lot of faith in this team. The players, the coaches, the philosophy...Everything just seems to feel right. Finally, I think part of the reason is a protective measure by my subconscious. In case of the unmentionable happens, I won't go into too deep a depression or sadness. No matter what happens tonight, I want to keep this feeling that we have had an amazing season, and we have an amazing team that is built for Championships for years to come.
No matter what happens tonight, nothing will change just how proud I am of this team and all 12's everywhere. Damn proud.
I've been wondering about it the past two weeks. I think part of the reason is because I spent so much energy, so much emotional energy on that NFCCG with the 49ers, the victory just seemed to put me in this perpetual state of bliss and calm. I also think part of the reason is because I have a lot of faith in this team. The players, the coaches, the philosophy...Everything just seems to feel right. Finally, I think part of the reason is a protective measure by my subconscious. In case of the unmentionable happens, I won't go into too deep a depression or sadness. No matter what happens tonight, I want to keep this feeling that we have had an amazing season, and we have an amazing team that is built for Championships for years to come.
No matter what happens tonight, nothing will change just how proud I am of this team and all 12's everywhere. Damn proud.