TBH, I feel guilt right now. And guilt is getting in the way of my excitement. I was just telling Mrs. Wow, that it's not all fun and games following the best team in football. Since week 2 (probably earlier) aside from hitting the beach, I've not done a damn thing that wasn't Hawk related. Just look at my frikin' post count!
In the old days...in the sub .500 days, going into the office wasn't a chore. It was a break from my shit team. My team sucked but my company thrived. I don't think that was coincidence.
Now? I have no idea what's going on at work. People try to tell me and I shut them down. They bring me shit to sign and I ask them to meet me at the beach. It's been one celebration after another. I tell myself I have great people covering my ass, but in reality.. I have a bunch of 9er fans covering my ass! How safe can I be?
Not much of a football fan, but Mrs Wow has enjoyed my Hawk happiness. In turn, I have delayed many of our plans and have contributed very little time to her or her training. Now, with the season's end upon us, I'm just a few days from reality.
I find myself looking at her as she sleeps and I wonder if there will ultimately be repercussion or even retribution? I can barely look myself in the mirror right now because if I do, I know I will awake her when I scream .........GO HAWKS!
That's how I am emotionally, right now. ; )